Madelyn Mramor

Madelyn Mramor
January 11, 1956 to December 31, 2009

Sunday, March 1, 2015

My mom...

I sit here tonight really missing my mom.  She passed away December 13th 2014 after an 8+ year battle with cancer.  I am absolutely heart broken.  Time just keeps going and I want it to stop, so I can mourn.  My life, my kids, my responsibilities keep going...  
I am almost 40 years old, but I still need my mom!  I think back to the last week of her life and I wish this turned out with a miracle.  She was so strong and her desire to stay with us has me up every night running it though my head... should I have talked to her about dying? Would that have helped her at all?  Would it have me?  We tried to be positive.
So now I have lost my step mom and my mom to cancer.